HI w8ing

So nice to see you here again
Glad to hear you and the girls are doing well and moving forward
Thanks for stopping by!

I had a realization last week
I realized I had not fully grieved my XH fully
I think I always saw a better ending..one where he would "wake up" and we could be friendly and co parent together
I was waiting for the end -the reconnection phase and I think it affected my current R with BF of 5 years now-
Anyway I think I got in touch with the final grief and I am once again letting go
This time I am only looking at reality..and XH may not ever come out of crises and it is no longer my business
I wish him the best but I do not need anything from him anymore
My kids are fully my responsibility
and I am grateful they never had to deal with the OW now Wife
D 18 son almost 13
They are growing up fine and exactly the way God intended
Grateful for all that is and all the crises has taught me
Peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow