She left - 2

[gogofo]

I am surprised how my thoughts have been coming and going all day since we set Thursday for the talk. I haven't felt this excitement and nervousness is quite some time. My focus has shifted from thinking about myself to thinking about the W and our M.

Forgot how this anxiousness felt and I am glad I have not spent the last 10 weeks feeling this way.

I cannot wait to get the kids from school and spend the evening together. Take my mind off of Thursday. After they go to bed it will be back to working on me and reading a parenting book so I can learn how better to listen and communicate better with my kids.

Need to lose these butterflies in my stomach or I am going it is going to be a long 4 days.