[Maritimer]

I often wonder if its more difficult when you are going back and forth trying to reconcile as your going through PM, Or her not showing any signs of wanting to get back together. Ether way its a tough road.

No matter how hard I DB it still looks like she don't want us to get back together. When we swap the kids there is just no connection anymore, very business like.

Thats where im wondering if anything I am doing is working to get us back together, sure the DB principals helped me become a better person greatly! She is nicer to me but no laughing, joking, or casual conversations. Just get the boys and leave type of deal.

Wondering what else I can do differently...