Well... M things always happen for a reason wink , do you see how you ask or give your opinion about your situation and then you speed up to 100% and start talking about the situation again and so on over and over?
I was like that and still have that on me sometimes...I am learning to control the beast, what it hapens when I get so accelerated is that I had this tendency to read just the final part of the posts, just the "important parts" on an email, its like I had to read everything without really reading, and if I could find a point where I didnt agree even better.

I dont know if you do that, but I feel this situation could help you learn to slow down a little, and read the posts that others write to you, its important to vent what we have inside yes, and its important to slow down, breath meditate, when we live so fast, people cant keep up with our speed so they keep telling us and at the end they let us go...

This is a great journey for you to change things and improve yourself, I didnt like it when I didnt listen to people and I had always to give my point of view, or when I will speed up on my daily basis, when I woke up stressed out already because I had to go to work and I had no time for breakfast...

Thats my Humble Opininon, wink

When the student its ready, the teacher will appear...
Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me."
Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.