Antonia, How are you doing these days? Thanks for posting some of the letters. It shows that it's all about them and what they need to do to move on to another place in their minds.
You are absolutely correct that we have been dropped into a story that we never imagined we would find ourselves in...but once you learn to accept that there is nothing you can do to change the course of their ship, you have to find a way to move on/forward and turn the page to a new chapter.
I do hope that you are finding some peace these days and are doing well. Please do not be a stranger.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
