hi M, catching up. As bug says they want the D. Wish I could just do it already. I am stuck. Think my h is waiting for me to finish school. He wants me to get a job, have health insurance... I too struggle with thoughts constantly. I can't seem to stay mad at my h. Sometimes go as far as to remind myself...oh, yeah, he had an A and has left his family. Why do I continue to be nice to this man? It is keeping me stuck in that hope that h will come back.
If we D atleast I could move on myself as h seems to have already done.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13