I don't know what to do with any of this.

Change your approach for different results.

Look Melissa me who I am talking to you now its a different person than months ago, when I was in a job I will always convinced they were treating me "bad" convinced that my W abussed me and so on... Do you know whats the reality?
I could not accept people seeing the world in a different way than mine, it was either my way or no way...

Today I see that my W abussed me...but I accept that she wasnt doing that for pleasure, it was her way of dealing with life and I have compassion for her, for my own protection I am glad she left...
My bosses had beliefs and I didnt agree w them, they were different than mine so basically the way to deal with that its to accept..

The change we promote here its not a change of get in shape...eat healthier, sleep better... We promote a deeper one, one that you dont want to see and dont want to obtain...
Things in our life happens for a reason and I dont believe that if you didnt need to change something spiritually you will be here at all...
You are here to change spiritually and it doesnt matter how many times you fight this painfull and also joyful change you always gonna end getting the same results...
When we are happy in a R we cant see what we need to change we only are able to embrace changes when difficulties arise...

Are you gonna embrace chance or keep blaming your H of having change your life for the worst?


When the student its ready, the teacher will appear...
Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me."
Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.