Well this morning H came to get the kids to take them swimming & invited me along so I decided to go for it, we went swimming then for lunch & a bit of shopping... It was hard at times because it was just like it used to be, we got on really well & all had a lovely day. O n the way home he said "I've really enjoyed today" so I replied saying that I had too & I'm really going to miss these kind of days together, he said that he feels "like the pressure is off and feels much better that he's not worrying about the 'love' thing" so I'm not sure what that means?!
Now I'm home & sad again, I actually managed to forget all the crap for a little while today and I haven't done that in months! Back to reality
Divorce Final: Oct 2014
Your struggles today, develop strength for tomorrow...
