Ok so i have gone dark. I guess you could say i went dark on Jan 9,14. But then he contacted me and i replied short to his email. Then last week H's Uncle called and left a message on my cell phone for him. So i did email him and let him know. ( No answer from H) So from what i am reading I am still in dark state. Still trying to understand it all. I was talking with one of my friends who doesn't know H. And when i brought up MLC she looked at me like i was the one who was taken by aliens. Is this normal when you say something about MLC to other people? I just dropped the topic from there. As it stands now no word from him and not sure what he is doing. Just working on my self still and trying to read up on everything. Some days i feel like i am not strong enough for this, But other days i feel like i can take it head on. Just praying every day....
W-37 H-36 No kids H-moved out Nov 08,13 H-no contact Dec 18,13 Married for 10 years Together for 12 years
