Getting close to the end!!

[kenva]

Hard day today. Got some decent sleep last night. I had 2 wonderful people call me last night. My mother in law and wife's sister. Both trying to chear me up. I love them for that. Trying to get motivated on re arranging family room furniture and to take a couple of more pics of w down. Still up in the air about moving back into master bed. Think I might just shut the door. Real tuff to find something to do tonight. Don't want to meet friends or family out cause the conversation will be of if I'm doing ok. And I know they all are worried about me. Don't want to be around any drinking either. Just don't know what to do.