Journal: I still have a ways to walk. I need to transform what is happening with my situation into a "gift" or a lesson. I still focus to much on what W did or did not do that got me/us to this place. That will not serve me well going forward. I made or tried to make plans to have coffee with someone new. Just some time to lesrn to be socisl and single again. She wanted to but then she had others things that conflicted with the timing of our get together. I felt the feelings I got when W rejected me for similar events.
I noticed this and I wished this oerson a good evening and I disengaged. I still have a ways to walk. Much to learn. I know my M is over. But my life is not. What can i learn from this "gift".? How can I make the next part of my life count for something?.
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14