I am very conflicted about woman.

The woman I met dancing emailed me to tell me that she hurt her foot and is out of commission for a couple of weeks.

A girl from high school facebook messaged me that she is in town (she lives in Arizona) and asked me to dinner sat night. I have a babysitter and am going to a swing dance later in the evening, so I told her I could probably make dinner, if it was early.

A married woman from my church started messaging me about problems in her marriage. I can see how easy it would be to fall into an EA with an unhappily married woman. I told her to work on her marriage and loaned her my "How to act right when your spouse acts wrong" book. It seems like nobody really values marriage anymore.

There are woman I work with, go to church with, workout with, dance with, and I get the impression that a lot of them are just as lonely as I am.

When I was at the waterpark, I watched all the happy families, and the young couples. It was depressing. Why is it so hard to just accept being alone and find joy in it? Why does being single make you feel like a failure? I would really like to be stay completely single for a while without having all these downer emotions.


M43, W37
D5, D11, D13
DB 12/11/2012