Getting close to the end!!

[kenva]

Still hard to swallow the reality. Just put a steak in the grill. Talked to my coach and he said to stay focused and keep my resentment level down. But all I wanted to say to her as she was walking out was to let her know how much pain she had brought to me and both our families. I didn't. I kept it together. I told her that I will go ahead and set up another co parenting appointment next week. She was good w that. The master bed room is empty w just furniture and I plan on moving back in there tomorrow. Just don't have the urge to do anything now. I am also going to take her wedding portrait down along w a few other pics of her. And while I'm at it. Move the family room furniture around. Hey. I got all weekend. And I am going to pop open a beer right now.