WANT TO COAST ON FLAT LAND

[Ambivalent]

Yesterday was a big slice of what I imagine Heaven may someday be.

Spent from 1:30 to 9:30 with T.M. We couldn't get enough of each others presence.

Endorphins and hormones are raging, it does feel good. I have it in perspective and will keep myself in check. It's VERY nice to be appreciated , and it's been a long while since someone treated me as a gentleman should. I like having the door opened, be shuffled to the inside of the walk, doors opened, stroked and being hugged.
I like being in a car and he can't keep his hands off me, meaning he has his hand on my knee.

I am so grateful that I've worked on me... and of course still am. I appreciate small things more, my friends get hugged and I share my love more with them. I will be a better lover, friend, companion and parent because of all of the tumult.

For those of you reading me, do your homework. Do focus on you, for in the end whether you reconcile or choose another path you will be very happy that you did!

<3's to you all... even you lurkers who haven't introduced yourself yet!