Good question why do I call.. I like talking to him? We talked a lot..he did not always talk about nothing but when there was something he wanted to talk about he could be eloquent. His English is native level.. lived me for 14 plus years.. had to improve. When he first moved away for work we talked twice a day every day.. I miss it, a lot. Is it neediness, hmm maybe..I still find myself anticipating his calls... and I say to myself I am detached..hardly. The feelings thing grabs me every time...
It will be a tough trip to the Koenig See now you have reminded me.. It was our first trip as a couple.. we had to run down to catch the last boat from the Gotzen Alm. I love that area but maybe because I really got to know him there...I have never hiked without him.. talk about a 180!!!
What do you mean by being real? Honest - acting as if he does not treat me like a leper? Talking to him as we used to.
I cooked one time he was here... he said I was acting like nothing was wrong. we went out for dinner another time ,he said I gave him no time to talk.. but then he didn't talk. as I have no money I will be cooking this time...
The closer it gets to him being here the worse i feel.. but he has to come to sign papers to sell the house and do garden maintenance.. it is too much for me alone..
seems like you have seen a lot of Germany..It is a great place to live.
