Hi TL...I remember feeling like you are every time I got something in the mail from his L or mine. I believe it is normal. It is not what you wanted.

That being said, I love what you wrote "this will be good for me to finally know ME as an individual". This is awesome! This is the good that comes out off all of this!

Have a great day!

BD-Aug 2009
OW Confirmed
H moves out Dec 2009
D filed by H-Mar 2010
H asks to come home April 2011
BD AGAIN 1-15-2014! H seeing FOW!
H ran away again! 1-18-2014