Limbo had bought me time, but now that she says she wants D and is going forward, there is some sense of relief there. Not the way I want it all to end, but I'm beginning to believe the only way back to each other will be time apart.
AS- I've been letting her do all the work so far (it's only been about a week). I may have to come back to you way down the line to ask how to act like it's old news. At this point, it's still new news so I guess I just don't understand how.
Is it true that they may have to be away for a long time (i.e. divorced) to let some of the old hurts fade so that the good rises to the top? Or am I wishful thinking? I realize she can't truly trust me now since my wounds inflicted on her are so fresh. It is really confusing though...last night while crying about how sad she was this is ending she said "I'm going to miss you so much." I wanted to say, "then don't put yourself in position to miss me!", but instead calmly said, "I'm sure this won't be easy for either of us."
