here you will get advice that doesn't have any favoritism.
but I would think the worst.. Trust in your instincts.. .. is the nanny involved..? .. expect the worst.. the best thing is to GAL and take a step back. think about what you need, and what you expect... breathe...what do you feel.. that is the answer.... if you want to fix this you must take the place of the nanny...
Cause all of the stars, Have faded away, Just try not to worry, You'll see them someday. Take what you need, And be on your way and, Stop crying your heart out.