What's your (and everyone else's) thoughts on me starting to reality dart W? (basically letting her know I won't stay forever in a non-physical, sexless marriage)
The way I see it, I have no choice but to move ahead with this plan, or the ants will eat me alive. Still, I'd hate to lose her if she was just about to come around. Then again, without a push maybe she never will. Even so, I know her past and all the pain she is dealing with, so I have much compassion for her.
On the other hand this could go on forever and I'd like to be intimate again before it requires the ingestion of performance enhancing pills.
See where I'm at?
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
