Getting close to the end!!

[kenva]

I came home cause our s has a stomach bug. She had her car loaded w bags of clothes. She put on her jacket and said she would be back in a few hours. I walked around and noticed some things off the wall that she took. It's hard not to read into it so I'm trying not to. I think I'm going to ask her when she comes back if she needs help loading anything. Just to be nice and its something she wouldn't expect from me. Kinda weird cause I told her I would know in a couple of weeks about me refinancing the house or not. Anyway. Just another step till the end. I know and don't know how I am going to be starting fri how I will react to not having my s for a week even tho I get him tues night. It's a big and sudden change. I even said to her this morning that I wish she gave me a few days heads up on this move so I can mentally get ready not having my s around.