I agree I am better after I run.. more in control. So I worked out today he has just had a holiday away with the OW. Seems to be tacked onto a business trip. Something he would never do for me ever..yep I am hurt and annoyed..and he lied about it. Why still lie to me when he has almost dismissed me from his life.. I don't get it. So how do I handle this weekend.. no R talk, no future talk, I will not ask questions about his holiday, no discussing the marriage What do we talk about?
I miss the closeness.but no following around, no looking for any affection..
I guess asking his feelings is R talk..he has a lot of trouble discussing his feelings...even in good times.
I am clueless really..
What a shame about the shopping.. My daughter would not have ever said no..I think even now she would jump at the chance to spend my money.. and spend time with me.. of course. Hope she changes her mind..
