Well, I decided I am tired of agonizing over this stupid field trip. I know that my feelings about it have nothing at all to do with my H, or disagreeing with him, or trying to win. I just truly don't feel comfortable sending her. So I told my H sorry, I am just not comfortable sending her if you can't drive.
In the same text I also said OK to him having the kids both nights this weekend. My way of trying to give a little in this co-parenting R. Even though he is acting like a complete ass and I don't feel like giving him anything other than a kick in the groin.
I guess I am at a point where I can act nice and friendly, but I don't really feel like that inside. Hopefully if I keep practicing I will get there.
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14
