Glad to hear that you feel alive & hopeful for the future. Same here. I hope the rest of this process goes better than expected for you, it's been a tough journey but you've handled it well and have become pretty awesome through it.
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope