[BrightFuture]

Just checking in. Nothing from H since I saw him at the vacation home. I didn’t make any contact either. He is probably processing the events of that weekend and trying to remember why exactly he was hanging around with the same crowd as me, LOL.

I was not expecting any contact from him anyway, and it let me to regroup and get my thoughts and feelings back on track. I had a dream last night where I and him were spending time together. I cannot remember the details, but I remember the feeling of being at ease with him. I think I’m making good progress towards forgiveness and acceptance.

I still don’t have a job. I cannot believe that. It has been the longest time between my contracts. I try to be optimistic and keep looking.