[Maritimer]

Just wanted to touch base in regards to my thread. Nothing really new regarding the W having any indication of wanting to reconcile.

She did invite me and my mother over for our S2 birthday which I thought was nice of her. Our communication is minimal and its all about Bills & Boys. Always second guessing if what Im doing would help her wanting me to be back in the family.

Continuing to become the best person I can be, and I actually believe that im pretty awesome. Just wondering how long I am willing to wait to find out if she wants to get back with me. It would be nice to feel wanted by someone.

Spending as much time as I can with my boys and they love seeing me. I had a big fear that they would forget about me by not being present every day.

95% sure I bought a house 2km from hers. Im so excited as it will be easier for us to exchange the kids without an hour drive. Once im settled in there I can drop them off at daycare and pick them up. Eventually have more over nights with them, including weekdays. They will have their own bedrooms and a big back yard to play in! Cant wait as the closing date is April 2. I never told her yet. Should I? Why am fearful of her reaction? This would be a good thing for all of us.

Keeping on moving forward with a positive attitude and it will all work out!