Oh you poor soul. You seem to be feeling so much pain after such a long time. I am so sorry and send you a big hug and hope that you end up in a better happier relationship in the future. My H has been gone seven weeks and I am in so much pain. I'm beginning to lose hope as he is so horrible to me and to be honest I'm not sure it would be a good idea to have him back, but wow does it hurt and I just ache for him. I really hope that I am not still so sad in a year's time. That is a very depressing thought.
