I am trying to do things to keep busy, having a hard time staying focused. Took D12 to a movie last night, invited a friend and her D over today to hang by the pool. Really wish I would have made an appt with the C this week, I didn't because of spring break, but would really like to be able to talk to a unbiased person right now. Driving myself crazy because I can't seem to stop thinking about OW. Funny thing is I'm assuming I know who it is but really have no idea. BUT I really shouldn't be wasting my energy thinking about it at all. Grrr

J


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since