Again just venting. I guess I don't understand if he loved me more hoe he could just leave and not want to work on it. Honestly , h is in such a place I think he just wants someone to meet his version of love. Our MC said he had such an unrealistic and romanticized view of marriage and well , I would have liked some of those things he did. He just didn't communicate them with me. I don't know. I just wish he had not dropped this on me back in Dec, vilified me for everything in his life , not closed the door on me, and acts all happy around his new friends. Yes. I must nuke the victim mentality here. I cannot control him but I can control my feelings.
Right now my feelings are pretty $h!Tty. Sorry. I'm rambling.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
