After ahe was executed because of the decission of a jury and a judge, her mom went to her house, she then found out that the kids werent there, she called the autorithies and nobody knew whats going on. The mom went to her bedroom and found a little tape, she went ahead and playe it, it was a confession, a confession of who her daughter had suffered the most incredible abusse ever, he burned her everyday with a hot iron, he needed money to bet and he decided 2 years ago he was going to sell one of her kidneys, after the money was done, he then used the two kids to have still the possibility of betting, untill the day they were so destroyed by everything that he decides to kill both of them... The night she decided to take the decission of killing him, was the night after he told her where the kids were. He told her tomorrow you are going to be sent to this building where you will have to this building, they are going to sell your organs and thats your end....
Right after all this everything went on tv and people was giving their opinions, they comdened her without knowing the truth but they tought at that point that it qas appropiate...
Men are just that men... And we as men think we have the right to judge everybody for what they had done or they are doing, and thats the way we do things... Every law its created because of the fear of men, fear to be poor, to be harm and so on, every single of the laws... We have created with the help of the media our parents and our entorn a mechanism of protection so we dont get hurt emotionally, we are so dependent on others to create our own hapiness that we just judge based in our believes. We certainly can set boundaries to avoid pain, but the only way we get hurt its when we decided that it will hurt us.... Does your ex of years ago still hurt you? She is with other guys... Does it hurts you still? Probably no, but the choices your W is doing hurt you, not because they are right or wrong because at the end you are nobody to decide so, but because you are controlled by fear.
If you spend time in the house with the kids and she is not livking you out, how can you adventure to say that she will? You are putting a patch before the flat. And now, do you think that maybe the only reason she will have to invite you to leave is because of fear? Maybe she is going to tell you to leave because she might be scared of hurting herself, or hurt your kids....if you are not a threat why will she ask you not to come back? You want a miracle to happen... Miracles exist, its only energy in the universe...but for a miracle to happen you have to be in peace with yourself... I dont get you... If you spend time with the kids enjoying and helping them and loving them unconditionally, do you really think she will take that off from her kids? Maybe she will...she has that choice but thats her problem not yours, dont keep giving her reasons to kick you out and more important, dont read the future because we dont know what it brings, instead love yourself and open yourself to any change, dont judge the change, just take it... Open your life to every possibility, you probably dont want to come back here in a few years and say... Man it was me the scared one, she was just acting mature at that point...
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.
