She's not beautiful right now. She has abandoned her family and us keeping children from you that she would not have without you. You didn't leave her. Man up! Women like strong tough men! If you man up you may at some point get everything you desire. If you don't some other man will. Keep loving her but be the leader of your family. She needs to respect you. She is walking all over you. Is there some other reason your afraid to go for 50/50 custody. Call her bluff. Btw I totally get it is much easier to give advice than take it
W-38 H-42 T-11 M-8 C-6,2,6 months BD-Oct 1 2013 DFiled-Jan 6 2014 Went Dark - April 4, 2014