Need help saving my family - part 5

[Scorp7]

I realize there is a psychology to the "you want what you can't have" but it's more than that. I really do love her very much and I've always felt this way. I just did a poor job of showing it at times.

You know it's true love when you look at someone at their supposed worst and you love them as much or more that way. My W is beautiful, inside and out. She's a great Mom and she was a great W. If things don't work out for us she will make someone else very happy.

Anyway, right now it still feels like I'm in mourning. It doesn't feel right just yet to take down pics but that time may be coming before long. I just took off my ring this past weekend for the first time so I'm getting there.