Yesterday is gone with all its problems. Tomorrow is not here yet; I'm not worried or even giving it a thought to the problems tomorrow might bring. Let today reign. I'll take control of today and make it mine without thought of the yesterdays or tomorrows to come, because today is a new day for me to shine, take care of me and my daughter.
I know I'm not perfect, but lets face it, nobody is. We all had our ups and downs, some smiles and frowns, we all have bumps and bruises, we all have our twists and turns, we have some scars that still burn, and some people don't wanna wake up in the morning. But I'm here to let you know that everything is gonna be okay, let the past be the past because today is a new day for me and my little angel.
I've spent the past week completely focusing on me and my daughter. I treated myself to the finest meals and wine. Money is low, but who say you can't enjoy yourself because of fears of tomorrow. I had a great time this past weekend. I spoke to my daughter in the morning and got a tune up done on my road bike, So looking forwards to be back cycling once I get cleared by the Doc to do so. I spent the evening hanging out with my brother and his friends. I had a great time conversing with them. No marriage talk!
I still think about my w, but not what she's doing anymore. I'm gaining strength daily and looking forward to the future I want for I and my daughter . I've finally accepted the fact that my old marriage is over and nothing can be done to bring that back, in fact I don't want the old marriage anymore. I'm also praying daily and giving up sugar for lent. Overall, I'm doing better than I deserve. I'll do everything possible to continue on this part. I love myself more now and will do anything to be there for my daughter. Looking forward to Disney world with her next month. Thanks to everyone for all your support and advice. Pls continue to post and encourage me through this difficult journey.
