My H confuses me so much. He thinks he most likely wants a divorce, but then when I see him he is affectionate. I'm home with D7 this week because of spring break. He also happens to be off today. He stopped by the house to get something earlier. When he left I was in the office using the computer, so he came in and leaned down to give me a hug and kiss. It makes it hard for me not to have any expectations. I'll think that I don't. But, the next time I see him and he acts stand-offish, I'll be disappointed.
Don't get me wrong... I'm glad my H doesn't act like he hates me. I'm glad that he's still affectionate. I just find it hard not to read to much into it.
