I think I belong here....

[praying_in_GA]

Oh no, I never allow him to see me cry....anymore :-P

I feel like affection...even simple things like telling him hello when I come home...would be a total 180 from our marriage in recent times.

In my head, I am planning everything out for being a single parent. In my heart I am holding onto the hope that things will work out well.

My bad night last night was sparked by trying to figure out how to work night shift while raising the kids. Who will watch them at night while I work? Who will pick them up from practice, feed them dinner, and love them? My husband is a great dad...but he is going to make their lives so difficult when he joins the Navy or moves across the country.