W said its over - Said I can't change her mind

[Duds3]

tbm4evr,
thanks for the reply. it was random that she text me about the bills. We have pretty much been NC for the last 3-4 weeks. I sense that she told me she would talk to me later to just end the conversation.

IMO she is acting like she never got to experience her "college years." She is a very free spirited person, which is a major reason why I fell in love with her, but it boggles my mind how she felt trapped with in our M. The second potential issue I see going forward is she is really bull-headed and for her to retract her words or her actions she would have egg on her face and would essentially be admitting her mistake. I am not sure if she will ever do that. Even though there is not person that is not pulling for us to make this work and be better than ever!

She says she never said her life was bad, then why did she leave the M? I always said we would have a real issue if she came to me within the first 3 months of M, when we going good, and said I don't want this anymore; that never happened. Its easy to say you quit when things are bad. I just hope and pray she does not give up faith in us.

I am really going thru a hard time right now. I experience every emotion possible to say the least.