I'm probably using my posts more to get my feelings off my chest than anything else. When I was here 10 years ago there seemed to be a lot more success stories. It seems they are few and far between now. The few I've read are years old. I've tried to find examples in my own life of people who have recovered from something like this and have come up empty as well. As much as it hurts to accept I do think my H is done. I need pick myself up and start becoming a better version of myself for me and my kids. It is hard to do with this overwhelming sadness I feel.

J

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since