I know I've my own serous issue going on, but it break my heart to read all this sad post. Our deepest wishes are whispers of our authentic selves. We must learn to respect them. We must learn to listen.
The remedy for most marital stress is not in divorce. It is in repentance and forgiveness, in sincere expressions of charity and service. It is not in separation. It is in simple integrity that leads a man and a woman to square up their shoulders and meet their obligations. It is found in the Golden Rule, a time-honored principle that should first and foremost find expression in marriage.
Pls take care of yourself. Try and get some sleep and take care of you. Do not give up! but also do not allow the problem in your marriage to take over you.
