I'm just catching up on your thread. I'm glad you had a great trip and it sounds like you've had some positive interactions with your h. That's awesome.
I wanted to chime in as I have a hodge podge of spiritual beliefs. I try to live my life by karma, but I admit I've slipped every now and then. I too struggle with how to make certain changes. Yes, I know I need to make them for me but I'm wondering what to do. Sounds like your IC has been very helpful.
Keep up the good work!
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer