"I love her with all of my heart, and yes unconditionally! I am the cause of the mess, meaning I had an EA. Through our whole marriage. I would give and do anything to have her back. I am beyond scared about losing her completely."
What you're actually "afraid" of is not being able to control the situation. The fact is that if she didn't threaten you, you would have dismissed her concerns. The problem with your sitch Betrayo, is the fact that you've cheated multiple times before, so she knows she can't trust you. You have to rebuild that trust through time based on HER timeline, not yours. It could mean that you end up being D'd, but you need to respect her time and thoughts.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
