Scorp - I am sure that there are tons of emails/witnesses that can show that you want to spend time with the kids. I fully believe that you want 50/50 custody and have done everything that your W has allowed you to do. But at some point, you need to step up and ask for what you deserve outside of the scraps that your W is willing to throw you.

ACTIONS speak a lot louder than words. Here is the pattern for the past five months: You ask your W for 50/50, Your W says No, You ask our W for 50/50, Your W says No.

All you do is continue to ask your W, who is dismisses everything that you say. You need to change this pattern IMMEDIATELY.