Confused as to which direction I should go?

[bjudge]

This is post is just sort of journaling but if anyone has any feedback to this or my previous posts it would be greatly appreciated....

This morning did not hear from W when she got to work as usual and then a random text in the middle of the day inquiring why I was being quiet. I responded and from there it was just general conversation.

I have read over Sandi's list multiple times and still working on applying them. I got a different hair cut and made a list of things to do so that I will stay busy instead of thinking what she is doing when not home. I am struggling with not wanting to talk about the relationship. When that happens I just come here and read different posts to keep me on track.

I have other questions but will wait until I get some responses.