aww thank you so much CW!!! I think he is too dang it!! I would not be doing this "well" if it weren't for these boards. I do know that I did all I could on my end so now I just have to be patient and accept it for what it is. Life will go on either way. That song "I will survive" came on while I was driving yesterday and I turned it up really loud to sing along hahah. I won't let this break me, either he'll come back to his senses or I'll eventually be ready to allow someone else in my heart. The only things I know for sure right now are that I still love him, I hope he works through this muck, and I am soooo not ready for any new relationship of any kind whatsoever. Your post really was inspiring, I have not been to church for a very long time and as part of my new GAL I have found one that I am considering attending. I'm a little scared to go alone but that is something I should do to step out of my comfort zone. Doing things alone isn't so bad and I should really learn to do more of that. Baby steps!! Thanks for posting.
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
