So I know the rule is to believe nothing they say and less than 50% of what they do. This cuts both ways doesn't it? While Doogie has been overwhelmingly negative he randomly sprinkles in comments, This wasn't supposed to end this way. Etc. In the convo last week he suggested the S as an alternative to D, I think to get me to co-petition, but said he wouldn't want to do it with a hope of Reconciliation at the end because he sees no chance of an R. The next sentence he said Of course I really wish there was a way we could work it out. ??? I see why people just give in an D. I feel kind of wrong continuing to engage with someone who has by actions and words shown themselves to be unloving to me. I do think in some regards D would be easier initially but I know first hand our relationship will go on forever because of the kids. I don't think a D would be better for them. Not to say we won't have a great life with a D too. I am just not ready to give up.
LL 43 H 51 T 8 M 6 SS 17 15 S 6 D 3 H MLC started early 2013-think earlier actually, when BFF almost died mini-BD 8/13 separate rooms IDLYA, demands D ASAP 1/14 DR,DB,180s,LRT,GAL since mid Feb So confused
