W said its over - Said I can't change her mind

[Duds3]

To all the vets out there a question for you guys. Since I never had the chance to validate or empathize with my W, can I send an email doing so?

I know WAW try to justify there choice by her words to me. One week, "I don't hate you I just cant be with you after all that has happened." Another week, "Im not trying to hurt you." Another week, "You can go straight to he%&. I hate you."

This past weekend was tough, her team won a championship and I wasn't there to celebrate her achievement with her. I do good and bad sometimes in regards to not thinking about her and what she is doing. But I'm not afraid to admit I miss her and the life we had. I miss my best friend. I just hope her life isn't all roses like she is acting. I want her to miss me and us too. Like others on here it almost seems unfair I have tons of pain but she can just shut me out of her world. I've never felt so hopeless or frustrated.