That didnt take long. She called an hour after that whole debacle and apologized. I'm still getting over the spew. I keep telling myself she will say stuff I don't want to believe during this part of her journey. I apologized as well. Told her some of the stuff I said was inexcusable. I really did feel so weird this morning. I felt sick and drunk but I wasn't drinking. I knew my brain wasnt working properly. Oh well. We seem to be back on track.

Funny thing is, well it's not funny but still. When she was at her mom's house visiting she got into a fight with her sister for the whole time she was there. She told me all about it on the drive home. Oh ya, I told her I'd pick them up because it's a long bus ride and they don't come often on Sundays. I got the feeling she was aware of some of her negative actions, but who knows. She thanked me for listening then texted afterwards telling me she didnt go out.

I ended up taking my son for the night. It was getting late by the time I got them back into this end of the city so I didn't get to play with him much. I made him a snack and let him watch a movie. I ended up playing some online with a few buddies who live across the country.


Me-35 Com law-28
S-3
T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu
1st bu- 2/2012
Rec-4/2013
2nd bu-10/2013
IC-2 yrs(anger issues)
MC- 5 mnths-fail
OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14
New OM ~10/4/14