Lost - Thanks for your response. The truth is that I fluctuate between a good attitude and a not-so-good attitude pretty frequently. It's definitely one of the things I'm working on.
D7 is with H tonight, so I have lots of time to think. One of the things H said at BD is that he thinks getting D will help him be a better father. Honestly, I found this to be one of the most hurtful things he said at the time. I couldn't (still can't, really) understand how being with me made him lacking as a father. Having observed his interactions with D7 since BD, I notice that H is more patient with her and spends more quality time with her than he did previously. I'm truly glad for D7 because I want them to have a great relationship. But, I'm also sad because I see the potential for us to all have this as a family. I just wish H could see it, too.
