Hey Lost! So sorry your H is being a jerk. Its great to here that you are getting stronger and on your feet inspite of the circumstances.
I was not a make up person before BD but im looking into it more Nd more as well. For the last few weeks I have been in search of the Wet 'n' Wild brand mega last lipsticks b/c some reviews say the wear and color pigment rivals Mac....but they are only $2 lol they are very hard to find so I go on hunts for them at random stores...I have so much time for think kind of stuff now
I hope things get better for you w/ concern to the interaction w/ your H. Keep us updated !
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope