That's interesting about the trip and the planning.
How do you separate hope vs. expectations. My DB coach said hope is good while you are getting a life because who wants to live a hopeless life. I continue to ask when do u completely give up? When the final papers are signed? How do u stop loving someone?


W-38 H-42
T-11 M-8
C-6,2,6 months
BD-Oct 1 2013
DFiled-Jan 6 2014
Went Dark - April 4, 2014