I feel so sh*tty. I just dropped them off at the pool. On the way there she decided to tell me that she's never been more angry at me. And that every time she goes to see her family we end up fighting(bs again). She tells me that she doesn't do this(meaning start crap) when I have s3. Stupid me said "I feel like this everyday you're not here". And if I remember correctly I also think i said she ruined my life. Great. How do you come back from that. I just can't stand her acting like the victim yet denying it. She constantly tells me it's all her fault yet will say that she doesn't say stuff like"poor me".
If this is the angriest she's ever been with me, I don't know if she will ever cool down. F*ck!!! How does me asking a question lead to this?!? I think I'm rusty on my defusing skills. It's been awhile since we fought.
I think this cold I have is screwing with my head. I know not to say things yet they're coming out right now. What is wrong with me.
Me-35 Com law-28 S-3 T-6 yrs w/14 mnth bu 1st bu- 2/2012 Rec-4/2013 2nd bu-10/2013 IC-2 yrs(anger issues) MC- 5 mnths-fail OM~1/1/14 OM dumped 6/4/14 New OM ~10/4/14
