Working on Divorce Busting every Day!

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I went back to him and said I think I misspoke this morning and did not show you the respect you deserve when I said we are no longer a family.and I do want your family there but it would be odd if I invited them so you can do that. He said great and that will be less work for you.
I then asked him if he was going to pay for a few house repairs. These are necessary things heater etc. that need to be done or if he had chosen under his attorney's advice to wait due to everything g going on. He said No I just hadn't gotten to it. And then he says it will be our luck it will be a 90 degree day and the air will be out. I'm thinking one or both of us will not be here this summer because the divorce will be final:( I wisely just said ok.then he again told me how great I look. Again:( I always just say thanks.
I feel like I'm doing ok today. Going indoor rock climbing. Never been before and then my mom tells me. I know you seem to be doing ok now but the minute your final paperwork is signed you may not be able to handle it. You need to be careful and not become a partier etc. Sad. Intellectually I know my marriage is over but it still hurts because I have this ridiculous hope it can be saved. My parents keep saying he will never want you back. He will never change. Even if he did you better never take him back. As mentioned in previous posts I feel my mom who I love so much caused huge issues in my marriage. I'm sure these are just cycles.
It is sad that all I want is to be a great mother and have a good restored marriage.